salt and light

2007-08-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

HOORAY!
no more spams :DDD
*kisses my tagboard*
i dare you to flood it with beautiful words ((:

today was so fun!
went out to study with yuky (:
all the way to bishan somemore.. it's been ages since i've been there.. old memories (:

went arcade the first thing we did.. lolx.. my bball inproved :) but i feet hurts la.. too short ): i've made up my mind. i'm gonna grow 10cm taller and rock the score big time! :D

later we ate and studied at delifrance.. i love the bread! so nice.. we stayed there for hours.. but i think only the food went in, absorbed, but not the information from out textbks.. >.>; die la.. tmr need to MUGMUGMUG like mad.. it's not abt memorising but more of understanding.. and i cant even rmb where the hell i placed my notes.. gonna dig for it later.. ^^;

we left bishan and took 88.. i love bus rides cos i take mrt everyday and it's certainly time for a change (: so cool la.. double deck! reached sengkang quite fast.. then we went down and took 82 to punggol.. there we saw the magnificent green flat that look like condo xD so cool la.. that we decided to go there to the rooftop to study :D but ended up camwhoring like there's no tmr instead :D

i really want to go ice skate! i want to learn to spin and backskate! gosh! why do i always get this excited when i think about ice skating! eeeeeeeeee >.>; i shouldnt be blogging here anyway.. jus look at the time.. but nobody's home.. finally some time on my own (:

2007-08-03T07:54:00.000-07:00

YAY FOR NEW SKIN!
now the verdict is white vs black background XD

2007-07-30T05:25:00.000-07:00

zomg 4th post today.
unbelievable eh?

suddenly jus felt like being random.
i can't multi task very well. i was watiching css and studying geography at the same time. if only i had a laptop, i wouldnt have to come all the way to the study room to blog o__O; all the best for tmr's test! math, geog, chinese and chinese oral - jiayous! :D

another random thing, this year's national day songs suck. both of them. the composer is even the css judge, like wat the... old national day songs like where i belong, one united people and we will get there rocks! cant stop singing them XD

i can't get this nasty pang of anticipation out of my head! what to do! i know tmr got test, last test for those topics for this term.. well if u get what i mean... hmmmhmmms... i dun want to flunk them but at the same time i dun seem to absorb any information. >.>;

conference or not? i'm frigging bored, i cant study but conference is such a waste of time.. ): nvm.. gtg to study.. oh God please help me.. give me longer attention span and help me to concentrate.. >>>>zapzap<<<

2007-07-29T23:52:00.000-07:00

in the morning everything was fine. ok first, i completed my 2.4 in 13 minutes :D i thought i was going to pass out anytime.. hehehx ^.^ call this perservrence xD after pe was math and it rocked! cos the teacher gave me to free choclates !!~

however, everything turned topsy turvy after recess. everyone around me was so dao. they started emoing and crying for no reason. i felt so helpless at the same time like an outcast. but no matter what happens i know we'll still be friends who're always there for one another. xuchang, you really should have went for last sat's service. as i said, it was stunning. but holy fish, that service is like made-for-xuchang-to-see. but of all people, she wasn't there cos that day happened to be her grandma's birthday. now, so many things changes. we're envolved in friendship problems, family and stress cos tests is like, tmr! whenever i'm with them, i feel like something's missing. ok, WTH IS HAPPENING!?

this is so capsulating! i'm so pressured that i feel like pulling my hair out! damn it. but at least i can be glad with one thing. i didn't have to meet that fucking idiot. very well, i gave a flimsy excuse. and this excuse is something that i learnt from them -.- they really suck big time! and they're idiots who like bad mouthing and naming ppl in their own blog. i guess they aren't so particular with names eh.. so since i'm pissed, i'm gonna do exactly what you bloody idiots did to me.

:)

2007-08-02T19:02:00.000-07:00

this is probably the umpteenth time i'm telling myself to make a new blogskin for me.. stoopid shoe! stop glaring at me! *paws off*

yesterday was such a commotion. if only i knew.. if only my mom allowed.. my life could have been changed.. kk enough! it's a gd long story (: frisky, i miss you.

today morning had d&t test, i don even know about it! kena sai la.. i was stoning and praying like mad down there for full 2hrs while all my other classmates were busy working on their design.. that was so completely idiotic of me >.>; lucky at the end, the teacher saw my blank sketch.. she was so shocked.. but i managed to explain to her wad happened and told her my reasons.. thank God! those prayers really worked! :D the teacher gave me another chance to do retest!! i'm telling myself that i cant flunk it again no matter wat! :D

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lalalala..

mean senior, why are you so mean? well that's nonsense.. but why must i have such a mean senior that i'm being forced to see everyday.. if i speak in your tone, i should have said something like i dun wanna be blinded by your ugliness.. all things you said are just so fake.. 3__3

(ok i'm finishing up this post using limited amount of recess time -.-)

first you said i slack nv go trng go play bball.. hello, friday i dun have trng! u're obviously just trying to find fault when there're none bothering you! then you dun even know how to spell anonoymous and made a big dumb fool of yourself.. and what are you trying to do? make my friends who visit my blog think that i suck? wth.. they ended up scolding u instead (:

and now you really got nothing better to do.. made all your way up here during ur ressess time jus to spam? you are the one without life!

since you know that there's misunderstandings, why still pretend that it's all my fault.. illogical.. -.-

time waster #4 ):

2007-07-30T01:12:00.000-07:00

3 posts in a day.
i broke my own record.

suddenly there's so many things i can do! jus to let those two little aliens know that i'm not pissed at all, really (:

2007-07-30T01:05:00.000-07:00

i know who spam my blog liao :D
or i least i think i know who (:

life's a shuffle

2007-07-28T05:37:00.000-07:00

today's service was stunning (:
thank God i went for it ;D

i knew that if i dun go, i'll regret. when yuky asked me to go shopping with her, i agreed but said that if wanyi agrees to go church with me, then i wont go shopping with yuky. but miraculously, yesterday night wanyi called! she said she's going church with me and i was ecstatic! :DDD it's been 6 years since i met her and today we finally met! we just had so much to talk about.
it's like after so many years, after my impression of her was still a cute lil girl, we finally met and we both changed so much.. which is like dug cos we were only primary 1 when we became best friends. now she's even got a boyfriend o.o; but we still can be best friends ;D

and what made me even happier was that they used my background for the worship song lyrics! woots ^.^

i wore my hot pink jersey today! jerseys rock! i'm gonna buy more of them after saving up xD

2007-07-27T07:58:00.000-07:00

RAWR.
i want to change my skin. ok xueni, stop delaying and finish up with ur that emo skin.. who cares if it's emo >.>;

today's rainy day melancholic.

the weather was frigging cold! how i wish i was cuddling up with blankets on my snug bed.. but instead i endured the exact opposite ):

actually, half the day in school was okay.. we got to skip jogging due to bad weather. REJOICE!
and same old stuff.. last period was combined assembly.. some overweight gays came and played with drums.. i was sleeping despite the loud hullabaloo xD

school ended.. the day still carries on.. hell yea i'm jinxed. everywhere i go they're there. and when i merrily hopped out of the washroom, i bumped onto her fucking face! wtf >.o;

i cant believe i agreed to meet her! *slaps myself*!! stooopid.. i'll rather die than meet her! waht was i thinking at that time?!?! AHH! kena sai la! but whatever it is.. i'm NOT going to meet her! i'll just come up with some flimsy excuse i learnt from them//..

x.x

i promise i'll change my blogskin! i'm officially sianed of looking at this shoe =__="

2007-07-03T03:29:00.000-07:00

dear diary,

you're so unique just like every barcode ;D

i'm currently addicted to lakerols. hlaf a packet is already gone in less than a minute. hell yea, my stomach is burning. indeed, today was bittersweet as it is.

all sweets are gone, leaving a bitter aftertaste. so many things happened today that i just dunno where to start.

my math paper is a pool of red,
filled with lots of
careless mistakes ):

very well, this is not the time to write lame poems with false rhymes -.- moreover it's not totally true. well but the second part is...

i guess it's time to tell myself to cheer up. i didn't fail this meaning one green light is on, four more to go! and i'll most likely NOT have the need to jump off buildings :/

stay cool dude (: look forward to the week ahead X) a week filled with nata de coco, kbox, ice skates and hand squeezes (:

you are the smell after rain.

2007-07-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

i hate punggol.

living in punggol = no life ):

seriously, i cant stand this anymore. punggol sucks. the place sucks. the people sucks.. aiya everything sucks like shit la! i miss my old house so damn much. ok to be honest, punggol is ok. but only if you're not staying in the milk carton house located at the very far end of punggol.. where there isn't even a bus stop! who wants a life like this? i cant go swimming and ice skating as often as before D: and i'm complaining like a brat now but i simple dun this a damn. all i want is to get out of this hellhole which is near impossible.

everything changed except for the smell after rain.

i'll fake a smile although i'm not in the mood at all.

forget it.

happy birthday shanice! a very belated one.

something i made for her (=

怪胎.

RACIAL HARMONY DAY!

2007-07-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

i'll be an orange for a day, just for today XD

sianned of wearing the same old sch u everyday? hahah, today's just the perfect day for a change ;D i got to wear shanice's kebaya or baju kurong or watever it's called :X and i went around modelling with ppl.. lols jkjk.. lessons still went on as usual AND... i totally screwed up my kou tou bao gao which i dun give a damn about.. phew ^^;

we know we look aunty... -.-

2H'07 ;D

yup and that's all for today in sch.. kinda moody but happening and at the end of sch we watched this WAYANG! my gawd it rocks ;D

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ok everything went according to plan until i reached my doorstep.. i was so eager to upload my photos and rushed home right after school.. but wth... my mom locked the gate and i cant break through ): and was stuck outside for hours and hours.. ok stoopid me! i sat on the staircase to read and.... fell asleep.. having the book as my pillow... i must have been real tired yea right >.o

and then after my mom finally strolled home after hours of me waiting, yenli called and said she wanted to meet me.. hmmm and i went out yea... i hate staying at home =P and i hate punggol even more but i still chose to go out... went to punggol plaza to meet and pp really stinks D: anywaes,, i had a long chat with yenli.. yup, cedar must grow!! ganbate!! ;DD lols, after that i ran home, feeling spiritually recharged (:

sculpture walk

2007-07-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

bus numbers are nostalgic.

they remind me of the long bus rides and those buildings i passed by on my way home. but now, i rarely get a chance to take buses ): talking the mrt and lrt D: is the only way i can go to my so called home ): this sucks. how long is this gonna take? forever? i really want to turn back time! ):

i'm babbling all these cos i went pass singapore river today. i used to pass by that place everyday on my way home from sch but ever since moving to punggol D:, i haven't visited there for ages!

today's rainy day melancholic.

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and..... a picture speaks a thousand words - atrocious.

had a long walk along beautiful singapore river (: those sculptures owned by banks are gorgeous =) later went to mac's ;D

yumyum ;D

after eating we went to look at more sculptures. LOL ;D

and took sch bus back to sch... familiar places.

hahs, a rare sight to see still see so many people in class during late afternoon. and what's more.. promoting dengue awareness xD

monday blues.

2007-07-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

another sleepy day. luckily i slept for awhile during ipw ^^;

ok to whoever joker(s) who flamed me -.- i'm NOT going to delete those tags cos those are wad that shows you making a fool of yourself(ves), stating things that aren't true and as if i care. all i can do is laugh at ur immaturity >.>

oh wells, i'm just happy that i posted my blog entry yesterday before checking my tagboard ;D or if not hmms.. maybe i won't sound so estatic anymore and hahs, those idiots also wont be so easily provoked (=

whatever it is...

i know that you'll always be there for me as long as i smile (:

drenched?

2007-07-15T06:12:00.000-07:00

i'm just so HAPPY today! life isn't meaningless afterall!

first and foremost, i so uber HAPPy to annunce that my comp can audi alr!!! k fine, to u it's like big deal. but i'm just so so so happy!! LOL i know happy is a very vague word but it's the best word to describe how i'm feeling this very moment! xD

after audi-ing for an hour or so, i went out of my house and was so HAPPY cos i usually stay at home and rot every boring sunday. LOL ;D today was just SO different! i went wild wild wet with huiling! the annual cosfest was held at downtown east too ;D tere was there dressed as mellow =D zemotion was there too! with her setup stall selling her wonderful artworks ;D ahahahahas, cosfest is just so super duper cool! i swear i'm gonna participate in it next year for sure ;)

ok, i had so much fun mixing with those cosplaying peeps cos huiling was LATE -.- but anwaes it didn't really matter.. or it did? maybe i feel weird mixing with ppl in costumes while i'm in normal clothes.. hmms.. they're supposed to be the weird ones LOL.

hehs, www was so fun xD it's been ages since i swam! let alone going to a water theme park! xD haha, can really decribe it with words but i jus hav to say that it's filled with water, screams, cuts and laughter ;D and BEN AND JERRY'S!! i saw faith and prisia and tere while eating my ice cream half way.. chatted with them about anime and cosfest and stuff and yea, cosfest is simply COOL!

huiling of course had her father to fetch. i took bus no. 3 home and sat at the back seat with my music played loud. favourite emo-ing spot (:

hmmms, afterall this is still a boring posts without photos...

so here you are, a pretty photo of faith sim (: i dare to put cos i know that she'll never find out ;D

LOL, that's all folks. will upload more photos after tere send them to me xD

i love nata de coco (:

2007-07-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

YAY today's FRIDAY! :DD
oops, i forgot it's friday the 13th but who care anyway ;D today's definately my lucky day ;DDDD

after school i went science remedial for fun although i'm not on the list xD the teacher was so nice. she didn't find me extra LOL. and her teacher was superb :D

haha, can't you see i'm so happy today! after school i went home then on my way i met yuky ;) we went to play basketball! like omg, i haven't played basketball for a gazillion years!! so addictive /} unfortunately my basketball was kinda deflated cos i left it in the storeroom for ages... :/ haha but it's so fun can, so much that it reminded me of those old day's when i was still living in bukit purmei when most of my time were spent outdoors! thank God for everything!

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i'm so LUCKEH today! guess who i saw! EMMA ;D omg my long lost friend! like real haha xDDD

here's a damn funny picture of her XD

huiling was there too ;D this photo could have been perfect if my head isn't cut off !

ok another one but we look spaz in this ):

and finally goodbye EMMA! *blows kiss* we alighted before her.

2007-07-09T06:26:00.000-07:00

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nothing much happened today actually... although it could actually also had been a.. turning point? hmmhmms...

this afternoon, i opened and shared the potato chips that have been kept under my desk for weeks :X after hours spent in the sch comp lab, i bought lots of gummies from the provision shop near pp mrt.. and took the mrt with yin tian and elaine.. (: everything seemed to be going on fine UNTIL.. the mrt suddenly stopped moving in the middle of the tunnel AND everyone stood up! it was freaky i swear!

ok.. after that traumatic experience, i took the lrt home... ..... lrt is SLOW i tell you! as slow as the maple story SNAIL! their speed are just.. comparable.

reached home.. mom was SCREAMING ):

she said those ppl who went inspecting ppl houses for possible dengue breeding places came to our house to inspect and complained that my room is too messy... oh puh lease! my room is messy.. fine -.- but how can mosquitoes breed in a messy room where there isn't even any stagnant water?! oh wells, i still ended up tidying my room (: kinda brightens my mood. it's so much cleaner than before LOL ((:

here's a little something i did while playing with the school comp lab's photoshop as usual (: somehow it looks rather plain but i'm afriad that adding more stuff to it will exaggerate it.. haha, my imaginary friend tells me to just leave it ;)

2007-07-08T04:39:00.000-07:00

There was a girl. Her name was Grace. Grace wanted to skate all
her life. However, she was poor. She couldn't afford the tickets to enter the
skating rink let alone, a pair of skates. All Grace did was watch other people
skate, and observe their movements and posture. How she wished she was one of them, gliding
with lithe grace across a stage of her own.

oh wells, enough crapping >.> i'm just so not in the mood of anything :/ sometimes i think i might be emo.. but i'm not! sometimes i can be drama.. or even bisexual... o.o; kk watsoeva...

went to jurong.. erm yes JURONG... 1hour plus of bus and mrt rides i almost puke! met huiling at jec and went up the escalator....... we passed by one arcade and was couldn't help going in... $3 wasted.... took another escalator up to fuji ice palace :D

ice skating is nostalgic. yes it is.. fine.. these days everything seems nostalgic to me but wells.. ice skating is different, i haven't been skating for years.. the last time i put on skates was around 4 years ago! so when i finally put on those skates, i was ECSTATIC!

honestly, this seems to be the only presentable photo out of the millions we took xD i look so short lurhs!

ahahahs, of course it's fun teaching a friend to skate (: even if you got pulled down numerous times by her ;D

pms ):

2007-07-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

):

seniors ~~who don't understand you and anyhow accuse you of things that you never do~~ sucks D:

and i dun wanna talk about this anymore... it just hurts so much thinking of it. no one wants to know the feeling of be confronted so badly by people whom u thought were nice. in fact, they aren't nice at all. they're just a bunch of hypocrites who tortures their this particular junior for their own enjoyment. yes, enjoyment indeeed.

what brought about all these? the vast chasm sperating juniors from seniors? too little interaction among us - not bonded. too much interaction - suck up. like wtf!

seniors
are evil. when my footwork goes wrong, instead of correcting me, they laugh at
me and make evil comments. and blame me for doing the WRONG footwork, not being
serious etc etc... i swear i've been trying real hard ever since the start of
the year. i mean, who wouldn't want to catch up and make it into school team? i
just plain unlucky, missed half a year of trng.. and i couldn't do anything cos
my parents... haiis.. forget it.. what's the use of blabbing and blabbing here!
as if anyone can understand u... only God knows how i feel now and is kind
enough to give me time to blog without my mom's nonchalant nagging :/ well, i
just have to declare that for this entire year, i tried my best not to miss any
trng since i already missed so much last year.

see how evil seniors are. who would want to laugh at a nutcase who got a stylus stuck in her hair! i swear i was laughing at NABILAH at that time! bullshit u suffer from serious paranoia and it's not my problem.

F
U
C
K

but all things don't matter now. erase this crap, dude.

2007-07-02T05:49:00.000-07:00

the radio imperative; uniball glitter pens nostalgic (:

i starred at my damn phone for minutes. it shouldn't even be called a phone. it isn't even fit to be called a cellular D: at that split second, the damn cellular beeped. a new message received. the thing is that it can't even vibrate. it's signaling to me to go extreme. do intangible stuff like installing a vibrator into it >.>
right... there came my mom's voice, 'stop msging u stoopid girl! focus on ur studies.. blah blah blah...' that was pretty much expected -.- k fine i stop! as if i wanna touch that disgusting cellular ): even the buttons are so hard to press de :/ crapps.
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right, here's some real info ^^;
today i went to CLARA's house to baked cookies! LOL, which actually tunred out to be muffins :X we're so wei da can! we cooked our own lunch :D ai xin tao can =D and we also realised how xin ku it is for our mothers, grandmothers, maids or whoeva to cook for us everyday. thanks God for them and we really have to appreciate them big time (:
we cooked so much that there were so much leftovers ^^; and we decided to pack all the leftovers for yenli who wasn't there. that was heartfelt lovingness and warmth! :D

later there was central games. they played hockey and i didn't dare to join them. firstly, if i hit the ball, it'll fly to dunno where. secondly, ppl play until so violent..... :X so i just stood there and watched (:

bleach. that couldn't have been any boring-er D:
can't wait for next week! going to jec to iceskate!! so excited =D

2007-06-29T05:33:00.000-07:00

you are the smell before rain (:
even more addictive then nicotine!

LOL. poetry test is alr over, be thankful!
though i have absolutely no idea how i did :X

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it's been ages since i photo blogged ^^;

this is the toilet cubical where carrol got stuck ^^;

huiling wtf? can't believe u wrote this crap while i was away for cca meeting xD

xuchang lameass

ahahas :D a note!

two lame women vandalising the whiteboard; wasting marker ink D:
no string and string. the difference is obvious -.- get what i mean? kk nvm x)

LAWLS! xuchang and elame please dun be offended xD i didn't even showcase ur faces :D

bullshitzz

2007-06-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

during the entire june hols, 9 frigging days of my life were wasted spending in the hellhole D: i didn't even get a chance to meet them. worse still, my beloved samsung Z370 kena stolen TT

although i've only spent less than 6 months there, there're some people whom i got to know that i'll nv forget till the very last day of my life :]
my worst regret is that i didn't get to meet him during the 9 GD days. fine, he's jus some kid with pierced ears; younger but taller than me by a mere 13 cm. but's there's certain things he can do that i can't, like spinning a basketball ^^; he promised to teach me! oh wells, i know i sound damn spastic ): when will i get to see him? only God knows.

i can give u gatspy =D

2007-06-30T10:51:00.000-07:00

at times, in stead of you controlling your mood, your mood controls you. mood swings.. Gah!

although it's only a mere two weeks not going to church, i felt as it's it's been ages! missed those guys so much ahahas xD i'm sos happy that xuchang went too! although huiling didn't ): xuchang was late as usual -.- haiis ): i bought ASSessment books this morning cos my mom asked me to D: but i had the first experience of apying with my atm card :D so happy can SHUAKA! xDD

hmmmhmm, but my room's in a great big giant mess :X there lies my collection of CDs and posters on the shelves collecting dust :/ ok relax, i'll tidy it up asap.. ^^; asap means...? haha i know i've been procrastinating ever since last week ^^;

'Overcome temptation caused by our sinful nature'

allrighties (: indeed, i gotta practise loads of self-control (: isn't it always a good thing to put what you've leanrt in church into action? ;)

jus another day.

2007-06-28T00:44:00.000-07:00

bombarded with tests =X
and tmr, yet another test. EVIL!

this morning i had history and science tests. science i confirm lose 10 marks ler :X and history is worse! i didn't do the first question >.> i sound so fucking bimbotic :/ crapps.

k forget it. if i'm going to fail more than one tests i'm gonna jump down the building i swear. :O

hell yea i'm so sadistic!
i hate my cca/.

o.O

2007-05-25T05:18:00.000-07:00

You scored as Track, You should join track- its great that you like to run, now use it in a sport!

Track

100%

Swimming

83%

Tennis

83%

Football

58%

Golf

33%

Ice Hockey

33%

Soccer

33%

Field hockey

Volleyball

Softball

Basketball

Baseball

Lacrosse

What sport are you meant for??
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